Half my group was slightly ahead of me, and they crossed the street. I started to cross, but then I looked up for some reason and a bus was coming towards us. I backed up and pulled my friend with me.
But that moment has been lingering in my mind. I wonder a lot if I should have just stood there and let it hit me. I sometimes wish I had.
I’ve gotten better. A lot of things have changed in my life, for the better. It’s definitely difficult to resist the urge to cut sometimes, but I’ve been strong since early January.
I hope you guys are okay, too.
Not personally, but we had an orchestra thing and sight reading was terrible. It was LGPE, if you know what that is. Furthermore, the actuall performance was a bit rough and I’ll admit to giving up in the middle of the last song because no one else was trying.
However.. despite the stress, I haven’t thought about cutting at alllllll. :D
why do we need feminism, you ask?
This is super relevent to today. In first period, another girl and I got into an argument with this guy over female world leaders. He said that if women ruled countries, “every time one of their boyfriends broke up with them, there would be a nuclear war.” We were amazed that someone would actually think like that.
And frankly, that’s no different than “oh you won’t give us oil? War.”
Then he went on a rant about how we’re stupid to believe a girl could ever be good at controlling anything.
being told i was smart and above average from a young age was probably one of the worst things to happen to me because now i have a complex and question my entire existence when i dont excel at something right away
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